One of my pet peeves is made up names. All names get their meaning from somewhere so I am going to remove the curse off your child's life and give her name meaning and her life direction.
I remember the first time I noticed it. The look of pure love and unadulterated adoration I saw from her eyes. I knew in that instance there was finally someone on this Earth who loved you as much as me. Then this weekend, it hit me, her presence in your life was not because she needed you, you need her.
You needed someone to help you to grow up. You needed someone to get you off the path of go nowhere, and redirect your steps back to the promise land. You someone that you could feel connected to. You needed someone to help you not feel alone.
This little girl is more than a mere baby. She is an angel sent by God to draw you back to where you belong. So I have broken down her first name to mean God beckons. How did I get this. Well, yah means God. Ani means beckons.
After a natural wildfire, the earth is scorched. It seems that everything as far as the eye can see is annihilated Behind the scenes,the miraculous is happening. As the old matter decays, it makes way for the new life that is waiting underneath. Overtime, what once looked like destruction comes back better than ever. Being a single mother can feel like the world is being destroyed all around you. But if you let God make you over again, you can have a new and better life. What was meant for evil, God can work it out for your good.
